Its kind of hard. I have to be the role model for the rest. It sux! But at the same time cool. As much as I would have loved to have had an older brother. I'm glad I am. For the week of New Year, I brought my two kid brothers Fabe(left) and Jona(middle), from Tulare. We had a blast, we went to San Francisco, then New Year's eve we went to Vallejo to Six Flags, then Santa Cruz for some golfin and bowlin. Damn we did a lot. wait the list continues. then we went back to Santa Cruz, because a friend was having a party. Then we went back to San Francisco with our family (Rhonda and Hailee Mcgugin) We went to Chinatown, (where the picture was taken).
After the week with them here, I reconcerned havin kids. I called my mom the morning and told her, "I don't know how you do it, but i'm just glad that I can return them to you."
but thru all the headaches that I went thru with them here, it really hit me how important my role in their lifes was. I love these bois so much.
Although they can be selfish at times. but i'm glad that I can spoil them. so I guess its my fault that that they are selfish. lol.
Movin on. Growing up, I remembering hating the them. Looking at my stepfather havin fun with the boys. Although I never really do anything to interact with him. Hiding my room, or not staying around to have a conversation. Now I just blame my real father for not really have a male role model in my life. My stepfather did his best. I'm sure he is glad that i'm not his son, being GAY in all.
Now I just love the fact that I have such a big family. And I love the fact that I'm able to treat my family right when they came visit me up in the bay area, and when I go back to visit them in Heck town of TULARE. lol.
oh. Brother and Sister is on i'm off.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!
I'll blog about her tomorrow.
Danni*
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