I just got done watchin Tyra banks show. Now I don't really watch the show, the show just doesn't really catch my attention. but my partner told me that the show was about gay people and I don't know why but i've always been interested in anything gay. so this episode was about gay people that hated to be gay. wow?! This really sux!? I mean I would hate to live their lives. Some said it had to do with the fact of their up bringing.
Well that sucks? I would hate to live a life hating myself. I've said this once and i'm going to keep saying it. when I came out to my mom and told her that I was gay she told me that I was going against our beliefs and such. Well I told my mom that this was my life to live not hers. I hate to say this but my mom will pass away and then whose life am I living? Really. I could marry a female sattle down and have kids. But what will happen when I have to stop pretending, not have to love her for my mom? Take a minute. Where do you think the down low began it's people that are forced to love someone that they don't really love, okay so FORCED is a strong word but what can one say about the DOWN LOW.
I know of one person in my life that wants to have sex with other men, although I don't know if he has tried it, I know that I don't really want to live that way. Hiding my true feelings. okay i'm off.!?
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