BOOKS, BOOKS, BOOKS.

So I have made a goal that I was going to read more books this year, so if you have been following me on Twitter or FB. You would know that I've been reading the House of Night series.



SPOILER ALERT! Do not continue to read if you are currently reading this book.



MARK Book 1: It was okay. So my problem with the book, I just didn't like the fact that it wasn't believable. All the movie stars are Vampyres. (yes I'm spelling Vampire correctly according to the book) Zoey (Main Character) Gets MARKED, and goes to the House of Night where all Marked kids go before transforming into a Vampyre. But Zoey isn't just a regular Vamp, she has been touched the Goddess of Nyx. It reminds me too much of Harry Potter. Zoey discovers that she has the ability to control of the 5 elements. Air, Fire, Water, Earth and Spirit. Now all she has to worry about is to hope that her body excepts the change because if it doesn't she could die and not become a Vampyre



Betrayed Book 2: Zoey is trying to get use to her new life as a Vamp, when kids from her old high school are getting killed and have kidnapped Zoey's Human ex-boyfriend, and all figures point to Vampyres. Zoey's group of Vampyre clique discover that they're ability to control one element Air - Damien, Fire Shaunee, Water - Erin, Earth - Stevie Rea, and Zoey - spirit, completes the circle for the Dark Daughters rutal meetings. What will Zoey do when her roomie and best friend Stevie Rea's body doesn't except the change and dies.



Chosen Book 3: Zoey discovers that her best friend isn't dead, okay so Stevie Rea, has become an undead Vampyre struggling to maintain her humanity. Zoey is forced to keep this a secret from her true friends, and can only trust her enemy. To complicate things she starts to deal with her human ex boyfriend Heath who she has imprinted (when a Vamp drinks blood from human a strong connection is created, this is why it is forbidden by students). Her current boyfriend Erik, and to top it all off, she has crush on her teacher which she under all stress and the change of her boyfriend Erik into a Grown Vampyre, she makes the wrong decision to loose her virginty to her teacher, and to completely make things worst teacher of House of Night have been found dead. After finding out that her teacher Loren, is actually under the control of the High Preistess to have Zoey's friends and boyfriend abadon her.



Untamed Book 4: Going from 3 boyfriend's to having none, and having a great group of friends to one undead best friend Stevie Rea, and Enemy Aphrodite who now has been unmarked. Now the High Priestess has decleared war on the humans. Loyalities will be tested, especially when it comes the truth about the High Preistess. And with all the Undead Vampyre come a new race of Vampyres, and Stevie Rea becomes the High Preistess of the new race. To make things worst there was an ancient evil waiting to be awaken.

okay i'm done for now. . . .I have two friends reading and don't want to ruin the next to books for them lol.

Well i'm currently reading A single man. FUN FUN FUN!!

What am I afraid of?

of getting shot, that's what i'm afraid of. You know what kind of people stay here. Sure I know I should be tougher and chase off guest, but with my luck I'll get shot and killed. You say if something happens to me will sue for lots of money, how nice for you getting money that I won't get to enjoy.

I don't know why I haven't become manager yet, but I know that when I do, I'll be as ready as I anyone can be. I'm sorry that i'm not a BADASS CONFROTIONAL person, thats just not me. So when I have a gaurd that I can send up there to handle something, then thats what i'm going to do.

Would you?

Read a book about. . . . .

Kaydin has just graduated from high school and about to head off to college, when he founds out that his one night stand last summer brought him more then he asked for. In this coming of age novel, Kaydin runs away from his family and friends, only to find out that he's not alone. How will his mother react when she finds that being gay isn't the only secret Kaydin's hidding.


I'm writting about Kaydin. . . . what do you think?

Coming out. . . .

Okay so I was on youtube the other day and there was a guy talking about him coming out. Somewhere in the middle of the video he started talking about how he wasn't going to come out to his parents or family because it's not their business. So I kind of want to talk about my coming out story.

**This is what happened to me and I don't know if coming out will result the same***

Back when I was 14/15 I, how can I say this, forced, out of the closet. In my high school yearbook, some kid thought it would be funny to put it in the yearbook, and it got published. Well the question came up weather I was gay or not. At this point in my life I had been with both guys and girls, but after all was said and done I alway had stronger feelings for guy.

Anyhow, back to me coming out. . . .The first person that I came out to was my sister (actually she's my aunt, but my mom adopted her when my grandma passed away, and with me being older then her (by a month) I see her more like a sister then an Aunt.) It was easier to tell her.

Okay so it came time to tell my mom. She was in her room watching TV.

"Mom, can I talk to you?"

"what happened."

"Nothing, just that I wanted to tell you I have a boyfriend" Saying th last person almost in a whisper.

"do you mean a girlfriend?" she looked at me confused.

"No, you heard my correctly, I have a boyfriend. His name is Tony."

I could see her expression go from confused to anger.

"but what is the family going to say, your dad is going to blame me for you being gay, and his sisters, and you know this is a sin under God's eyes."

"Mom, mom, it's not your fault, and from what I've heard, a father that is not in the picture is what's to blame, but that's besides the point. As far as it matters, its' not your fault.

"The bible says you have to marry a women and have kids."

"I know what the bible says, but that's not how I feel. Plus, as much as I hate to say this but, when all is said and done, I have to live this life till I die. So when I marry that girl and have those kids, because you want me to along with the whole world. But what happens when you die? Then i'm going to become one of those guy's who cheats on his wife with other men. I mean what would you do if you found out that beto (stepfather) was cheating on you with an other man? I don't want to put anyone thru that. I'm sorry." I couldn't handle it anymore and just walked out of the room.

I think the best thing I did was not rebel. Not try to shove it in my mom's face, but let the idea set in. It took a few months, but we talked one day, and she said all the right things.

"I now see what you mean." She said "and it shouldn't matter what people say."

Thats all that mattered to me.

So is it your families business? No. But in my head I think about all the events that I would be missing out if I hadn't told my mom or my family that I was gay. Christmas, birthdate's among other things.



***Stay Cute***