Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Box of chocolate.























Life is like a box of chocolate. you really don't know what your going to get. unless you have the legend that tells you whats in the box.
But in most cases you don't really get that chance. You don't get a legend, or a roadmap that tells you what your life is going to be like. Not even the rich. With that said. i'm moving on.
I've been thinking about family. what I want. I look at my friends around me and see that they have their kids, and I keep telling myself that I need to wait, that i'll be ready at age 3o, or around that time. But really is anyone really ready to be a father or mother? With thousands of books out there telling you what you can do, what not to do. Why not have a kid at age 24? Its not like my life is going anywhere. As much as I would love to travel, party, do everything inbetween, I can't. I dont' want to, well the traveling is different, I do want to, but don't really have the motivation to travel, not anymore.
FANTASY: I would love to have two kids, I would love to have a boy first, then have a girl, so I know that it might not work out that way so this is my plan, i'm going to have a kid. my own kid, then whatever sex it is, i'll adopt the opposite, but having the boy being older. I loved that fact that I was the older then my sister, and being there for my sister.
I know I know i'm weird, but thats who i am. okay i'm to la la land. see ya later. lol









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