am I wrong.

to say this. . .

I really am sorry for what is happening in Haiti and what happened. I loved that all these celebrities came out to do a programing to raise all this money. But why can't we do this to raise money for school helping the poverty in the USA? We are alway adopting from other countries when we have kids here that needed to be adopted, and the fact that I (as a gay) can't adopt is BS too, (but thats a differen't subject for another time)

I heard that the telathon raised 57 million or billion I can't remember but either way its a lot of money that we could be raising for schools, to clear up some of these budget crisis that some states and government is having.

Here I go talking out of my A$$.

Its 11:59PM

On a thursday. . . .

What can I say? I'm not liking the fact that my N on my keyboard is sticking. ahhh! lol

So I have finished Marked (book i was reading. I was not impressed with the book. I don't know why, like I said before, it reminded me a lot like Harry Potter with a vampyre twist and a little MEAN GIRLS lol (no i didn't mispell vampire)

Why am I going to continue with the book series? BECAUSE I DON'T GIVE UP! lol and I told my friend that everytime I finished a book of the series I would mail it to her so she could read it. yay!

I have read the first chapter of BETRAYED, and I like it. so who knows maybe I was pre-judging the series. Only time can tell.


well i'm off cuz its 12:17AM and I really should be in bed.

99 things you didn't know about me. okay maybe you did.

1. Relationship Status = Taken

2. Nickname(s) = Danni, Fruit Loop.

3. Zodiac sign = Capricorn

4. Male or female = Male

5. Elementary School = Lincoln Elementary/ Wilson Elementry

6. Middle School = Live Oak Middle School

7. High School= Tulare Union High School

8. Hair color = Black/ Brownish in the light

9. Long or Short = Man Short.

10. Loud or Quiet music = Loud

11. Sweats or Jeans =Jeans

12. Phone or Camera = camera phone.

13. Health freak = Not at all

14. Flipflops or Heels= Flip to the flop

16. Eat or Drink = Eat

17. Tattoo = NONE

18. Pepsi or Coke = Pepsi

19. Been in an airplane = Yes

20. Been in a relationship= Yes

21. Been in a car accident = Yes

22. Been in a fist fight = No

23. First piercing = Ear

24.Best friend(s)= Andrea, Tiffany,

25. First award = Student of the Month

29. Last person you talked to in person today = My boy toy

30. Last person you texted = Tiffany

31. Last person you saw a movie with = Maria Lisa (New Moon)

32. Last food you ate = Beef Enchiladas

33. Last movie you watched = Mean Girls (rewatching it) lol

34. Last song you listened to = Please don't leave me - PINK

35. Last thing you bought = Shoes/Clothes (Kohls/Old Navy)

36. Last person you hugged = Danny (boytoi)

WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE

37. Food = Chinese

38. Drinks = Water

39. Clothing= i'm looking at Old Navy (cute clothes) i've ALWAYS shopped at American Eagle.

40. Flower = Daisies

42. Color(s) = Black, Blue, Purple

43. Movie(s)= Grease, New Moon, Mean Girls

44. Subjects = Math


X IF YES :

46. [X] Celebrated Halloween
48. [X] UNLIMITED minutes and/or texts on your cell phone
49. [x] had someone question my sexual oriantation
53. [X] Did something you regret
54. [X] broke a promise
55. [X] Hid a secret
56. [X] Pretended to be happy when not
57. [X] Met someone who changed your life
58. [X] Pretended to be sick
59. [X] Left the country
60. [X] Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
61. [X] Cried over the silliest thing
62. [X] Ran a mile
63. [X] went to the beach with your best friend
64. [X] Got into an argument with your friends
65. [X] Hated someone
66. [X] Have ever stayed single a whole year



CURRENTLY:

67. Eating = nothing

68. Drinking = Water

69. Listening to = (how gay!) Dolly Parton "Travelin Thru"

70. Plans for today = Nothing, its in the middle of then night, all i planed early was SHOPPING! lol

73. Want kids = None, unless godson counts

74. Want to get married = Sure

75. Careers in mind = Don't have any plans yet

IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:

77. Shorter or taller = None

78. Eye color = NONE

79. Dark hair or light = NONE

81. Hook-up or relationship = NONE

82. Looks or personality = NONE

The questions are unfair cuz I wouldn't look at a women like that. Sorry!!!!!!!

HAVE YOU EVER

83. Lost glasses/ contacts= nope

85. Held a gun/knife= You can't cook without holding a Knife

86. Killed somebody = HELL TO THE No!

88. Been arrested = When I was 8 yeah. Nothing major, they thought I had run away

89. Cried when someone died = Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

90. Yourself= Alway

91. Miracles= Most the time

92. Love at first sight= Sure why not.


94. Santa Claus= Yes

95. Sex on the first date= Hell yeah! just kidding. lol.

96. Kiss on the first date= if your hot enough. lol oh i'm not joking about that.

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? = Yes

98. Is there something you would like to say to someone? = Yes.

99. What is it that you want to say? = mind your damn business, i've already answered 98 questions about me, what else do you want. . . . 100 answer? I don't think so. lol

I've been Marked. . . .

as a Vampyre. So I'm trying to read more. This year, so when a friend told me that she was going to start reading a book series of "the house of nights." So far I understand why the middle school don't want this book in their library.

I'm more or less in the middle of the book, and this book is Twight meets Harry Potter with an adult twist. From Curse words to BJ, or yeah you heard me right teens giving BJs. lol

Well, I know that i'm talking out of my ass, but I feel that I need to blog more so here I am typing stuff.

In the next ten years

Hope things change, not to much.

In the past 10 years a lot has happened.

Ten years ago I started High School, had a girlfriend and more or less started to realize that this boy was not straight. At the end of the decade, I was a FULL Homosexual. I took a boy to prom to make my parents proud. (lol) Met a guy that I have been with for 7 of those years. Wow. i've only been single for maybe 2 years in the past ten years. How fun for me. Anyways I'm done with the past now to move to the future.

By 2020 (I'll be 35)

I would like to own a home.

Have at least one kid.

and the BEST part of it all is having the bestestest time in the world.

oh, and would LOVE to have one of my stories (books) published. hmm. we'll see.

and with that i'm off to have a future. lol

MY TOP 10's! and then some.

of 2009. . . . . . . .. . . .



Top Song - played on my iPhone/iPod.



1. Britney Spears "Womenizer"

2. Robbie Williams "Angels"

3. David Archuleta "Crush"

4. Miley Cyrus "Fly on the wall"

5. Jennifer Hudson (feat. Ludacris) "Pocketbook"

6. Maroon 5 "Won't go Home Without You"

7. Adam Lambert "For Your Entertainment"

8. Jason Mraz "I'm Yours"

9. Kelly Clarkson "My Life Would Suck Without You"

10. Britney Spears "Circus (Villian Remix)



Top TV Shows



1. Modern Family

2. Desparate Housewives

3. Private Pratice

4. Grey's Anatomy

5. Cogar Town

6. The Middle

7. United State of Tara

8. Brother & Sister

9. Dexter

10. How I met your Mother

Top 10 movies

1. UP
2. New Moon
3. the Hangover
4. Four Christmases
5. Paranormal Activity
6. Taken
7. Land of the Lost
8. Drag me to Hell
9. Crank 2: High voltage
10. Tyler Perry's Madea goes to Jail

Top website I visit:

1. Facebook.com
2. Myspace.com
3. Youtube.com
4. Afterelton.com
5. Postsecret.blogspot.com

I hope that 2010 comes with better TV show, Movies, and some great dance Songs.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! 2010

Okay so i'm a little late posting this, but I have really good excuse, and when I remember it, i'll let you know. So on with it. . . . . . .

2009 was a really busy year for me. From Family reuions, to fighting with family. From Deaths in the family to wonderful biths! So where do I begin!

In 2009, Danny (my partner) starting talking about finding his Daughter. After what had happened in 2008, he knew that he needed to find his daughter. After countless search site, and even applying for "the locator" (WE channel TV show) Danny's brain started to work and remember some old friends that may help out which they DID!!! Long story short Danny was once again after countless year of looking.

During the same time I get TWO great news. One: my sister (Maria) was parganent with her second child. And I was the first in the family to be told. Loving it!!!!! Second: great news was. My other sister (Marybel) was too, parganent!

Remember the whole death part, well my Great Grandma past away. Guadalupe Gaitin 1935-2009. R.I.P. I wasn't really close to her, I mean sure I have met her and hung out with her, but nothing special. This all happened mid year.

Now to those family fights! Yep there were some. With my sister, When my mom went down to Baja California to bury my GG, I gave my mom money so that my sister could accompany her. The fact that my mom suffer from Epileptic seizures, I didn't wany her to be traveling alone, well my sister decided that she wanted to stay there and let my mom come home alone. So that family fight began with my uncle telling my sister it was okay for her to stay down there. (what a dumba**)

So the end of the year came with happiness and joy! (somewhat) When Marybel went into labor, my boss was on vacation, so I was forced to go down there for a 15 hour road trip. Aydin Chase Espindola was born a healthy. AKA Baby ACE.

A couple weeks later another Healthy baby boy was born, and after long night of coming up with name my sister named him, Brandon Raygoza. (no middle name since nothing went)

AND! then I turned 25 year old. what happened? I waited forever to be 18, and then 21, now 25. yay nothing really special happens. Well my insurance came WAAAAAY down, and now I can rent cars without having to pay the under 25 fee.

That was my 2009 minus some details.