Self Conscience

I have been battle with my weight for years, but lately I have noticed it a lot more then I would like to. and the sad part of it all is the fact that I lack motivation. I think about the fact that i have rolls, and there is nothing that i'm willing to do about it. I told myself that I once I got my ipod that i was start to walk, jog run something, but nothing. And having to do this on my own is not helping either.

So today one of my desk clerks comes to work from riding his bike and i'm thinking wow, he biked from Hayward to Newark. Then I get on Facebook, and find out that a friend of mine went riding with his boyfriend. and i think aaaahhhh! But riding a bike here, not really knowing trails and stuff like that makes it hard. If I was back in Tulare, we have the Santa Fe trail.

So TODAY at 12:37am on hmm 07/09/09. I really really need to get my mind on track especially about my weight. Maybe I need to look up trails, or parks to go and just walk, then onces i'm use to the place, i'll start to jog, then maybe run. I don't know.

okay so i just weighed myself and i weight 185. wow. NOW TIME TO LOOSE IT!

Good Night.